2003年10月19日
OH MY GOD!!
Don't gimme another "surprise" like that, Mimi is not good at handling that kind of thing....
On September 13th I have decided to become a monk for the rest of my life at Mahasi Meditation Center, Yangon, Burma.
What the heck are you thinking? Do you know how selfish you are? To perform your meditation, you dump your family and friends who has been supportive away regardless thier feelings just because you want your let-go of desires and attachments, pure way of life.
You said that you can now give us some merits that you earned in your practice, but all I see is crap. You get it? CRAP!! I have no idea what have happened to you, or whom you've met, but I can tell you one thing: You are that even close to the state of "pure life", and you don't get the true meaning of meditation.
Can a little setback hurt you that easily? Oh yeah, unless you are not the old Peter that I know of, sure. Don't run away from your frustration like that, saying "I'm gonna be a hermit for the rest of life". Faithfully face your life; do your best while confronting the very devil; Keep your positive thinking!! Where is our Peter? The old cool guy, Perter?
There are so many ways you can reach your altimate goal, but you choose to become a monk. I'm not saying that becoming a monk is a bad thing, but I see a better way than being a monk for the rest of your life to fulfill your dream of "dreamless". Do your meditation everyday just as what you will be doing there in Burma; you can even spread out your thoughts to the others if you do think it's the spirit...I just don't see why you have to physically be there while your spirit can be so free; I don't see why you can dump everyone who loves you so much and heading to a X-land. Where is your pluck? Where is your courage?
Peter, don't you let me down.
posted by Biochemie on 2:44 上午
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